Don't tell me the story! Ssssssshush! Shut UP! I am officially a Korean F4 victim! I mean FAN!
OHH MY GOSH!!! SO CUTEEEEEEE! (even cuter than Oh Brothers! guys...OOOOHHH myyyy)
Huhuhuhuh...GU JUN PYOO... when are you coming to Singapore, honey????
PS: Ji Hoo...I know you are nice...but you are too mellow, dear sweet...you and I will never be together (or we get too depressed). wakaka.
I have been watching until Ep 10 (warning: spoiler ALERT). and I like Jan Di mama, She rocks! Imagine the first lady of Shinhwa group went to their humble house, offering $$$ and she threw salt on her head and say "GEt out of HERE, right now!". Jan Di Omma....... I LOVE YOUU!! Click here to watch this part!
The following is the script:
Geum Kang San:
I've never been so proud of you, mom! Showing how pride is more important than money!
Jan DI Omma:
What is this kid on about?
How can pride is more important than money?
In a capitalist society, the first is money, the second is money, the third is money!! (big sweat!)
Pride? what pride?
Geum Kang San:
Then what was that about??
Jan Di Omma:
That stupid lady tell us to eat up three hundred million and buzz off (LOLLL!)
Huh! Is she teasing someone?
From Shinhwa group, anyone in Korea from three upwards knows... A mere three hundred million???????
Jan Di:
Then?
Jan Di Omma:
Later on, when you marry master Jun Pyo... And that woman...lives...
Is She going to live a thousand years? or ten thousand years?? (BWAHAHA)
Then, all the property of Shin Wha group will be inherited by her son and then that's all yours (pointed to Jan Di)
So HOW DARE SHE SAY THREE HUNDRED MILLION?
Jan Di:
OMMAAA!
Jan Di Omma:
What?
You be strong, ok?
So...our goal is...Shin Wha Logistics...Shin Wha Air...Shin Wha Electronics, Cement, Automobiles...
And...what is it before????
Kang San:
Lavindore!
Jan Di Omma:
That's it! That's it! yes, that hotel is yours!
Jan Di:
OMMAAA!
Jan Di Omma:
who knows, twenty years later you'll be in the news!
Jan Di Oppa:
Until we are the best we will never be satisfied (repeating the words of the first lady)
BIG LOLLL!
Ahhh Korean F4 such a sweet dream... so romantic... so up in the clouds... fairy tale like...so dreamy... can not 'tahan' lah...my heart...almost fainted...seeing those gorgeous smiles... I mean gorgeous guys... wahlau eh! Bwahahaha.
21 June 2009
18 June 2009
GOD, my shepherd!
God, my shepherd! I don't need a thing.
You have bedded me down in lush meadows,
you find me quiet pools to drink from.
True to your word,
you let me catch my breath
and send me in the right direction.
4 Even when the way goes through
Death Valley,
I'm not afraid
when you walk at my side.
Your trusty shepherd's crook
makes me feel secure.
5 You serve me a six-course dinner
right in front of my enemies.
You revive my drooping head;
my cup brims with blessing.
6 Your beauty and love chase after me
every day of my life.
I'm back home in the house of God
for the rest of my life.
Ps 23 by The Message
background: abis ngobrol ama ci siu sien. dia nyaranin baca Ps 23. bener juga membawa kelegaan. Thanks ci. I use a different version from I normally read, making this passage more "alive" cos this passage is so heavily quoted until it become a cliche.
You have bedded me down in lush meadows,
you find me quiet pools to drink from.
True to your word,
you let me catch my breath
and send me in the right direction.
4 Even when the way goes through
Death Valley,
I'm not afraid
when you walk at my side.
Your trusty shepherd's crook
makes me feel secure.
5 You serve me a six-course dinner
right in front of my enemies.
You revive my drooping head;
my cup brims with blessing.
6 Your beauty and love chase after me
every day of my life.
I'm back home in the house of God
for the rest of my life.
Ps 23 by The Message
background: abis ngobrol ama ci siu sien. dia nyaranin baca Ps 23. bener juga membawa kelegaan. Thanks ci. I use a different version from I normally read, making this passage more "alive" cos this passage is so heavily quoted until it become a cliche.
Temperament Plus
I checked my temperament from the quiz that Ita gave me last night. According to the order of dominance, my temperament is the following:
My spiritual gifts check also as the following:
PS to Ita: the book is SOOOOOOO HELPFUL! I wish at the very start, before I ever enter into "pelayanan" I had read this book and going to the seminar. I think it sets a correct foundation for serving at church.
- Melancholic (Moses)
- Sanguine (Peter)
- Phlegmatic (Abraham)
- Choleric (Paul)
My spiritual gifts check also as the following:
- Knowledge
- Teaching
- Writing
- Evangelism
- Exhortation
- Singing
PS to Ita: the book is SOOOOOOO HELPFUL! I wish at the very start, before I ever enter into "pelayanan" I had read this book and going to the seminar. I think it sets a correct foundation for serving at church.
16 June 2009
Curahan Hati
I don't sleep very well these days. I feel tired. I feel things are just going out of control again and I feel no one understands.
Burden #1
Why? I am just getting better but why people does not seem want to see me happy and support me in this period of rest? may be they think I am ready, getting better. I am not talking about people at work but from the fellowship. Yeah, I guess they don't understand what I have gone through. Yet, I am tired of explaining my situation. I can't give what I don't have. Why I feel so haunted to serve? or even just to attend all the going on fellowship throughout the week? to be honest, it's starting to feel like a burden again, no joy...
Burden #2
My Boss. I feel like rubbish bin. People just chuck work at me. I don't mind the work but I can not stand the way He does things. He assumes that I know everything that He wants me to do, I have all the skills where I have none. When I muck up I got scolded. He is very quick to change into beast. No knowledge whatsoever and I was put in charge on that. Why I feel so burdened? because this meeting is my boss meeting with the big big boss meeting. I better not muck up on that. Pretty much this meeting is about the future of our branch in Spore. Not that we are going into bankruptcy but yeah to report and to propose new things. Why I can't relax huh?
Father, I have heavy burdens. PLEASE HELP!
Burden #1
Why? I am just getting better but why people does not seem want to see me happy and support me in this period of rest? may be they think I am ready, getting better. I am not talking about people at work but from the fellowship. Yeah, I guess they don't understand what I have gone through. Yet, I am tired of explaining my situation. I can't give what I don't have. Why I feel so haunted to serve? or even just to attend all the going on fellowship throughout the week? to be honest, it's starting to feel like a burden again, no joy...
Burden #2
My Boss. I feel like rubbish bin. People just chuck work at me. I don't mind the work but I can not stand the way He does things. He assumes that I know everything that He wants me to do, I have all the skills where I have none. When I muck up I got scolded. He is very quick to change into beast. No knowledge whatsoever and I was put in charge on that. Why I feel so burdened? because this meeting is my boss meeting with the big big boss meeting. I better not muck up on that. Pretty much this meeting is about the future of our branch in Spore. Not that we are going into bankruptcy but yeah to report and to propose new things. Why I can't relax huh?
Father, I have heavy burdens. PLEASE HELP!
14 June 2009
Heck, it's mid-June 2009!
Don't you think it was just yesterday that we enter this year? time flies man... talking about that always reminded me to what my pastor used to say, that may be we are truly created for eternity where there is no time boundaries. Anyway, Waw...today I wish I was blogging in everywhere I went. But, anyhow that always happen to me.
East Coast Park
First thing first, my feet is sore. We walked and walked along the east coast, it was nice and relaxing but it was a little stressful as we know not the way to go. I how I figure out that memory is still good. Had a nice seafood dishes for tea (tea in kiwi means dinner, not an actual cup of tea). Black pepper crab, shellfish (we had two kinds which I am not too sure what is it in english). Poor mama. But she did enjoy the scenery. Oh btw, something really funny. I was happy walking and enjoying the beach until I step unto something...ewww it's dog poo... (nginjek tahi anjing - red). Anyway, poo will not ruin our afternoon. But, mama mistakenly went into gentlemen toilet to wash her hands and we were LOL-ing together. We say...Oopssseey. haha.
Church
I actually felt rather stink today going to church. Not having a good sleep last night, thinking about something and feeling a little sorry for myself...I was quite tearful during the worship. Then, come listening to the message. The sermon was about keeping the holiness of God's name. You know...all the while I felt I had already know the topic and finding it rather difficult to concentrate. Come to the end of the message, the preacher talked about how...just HOW then should we live knowing that God has adopted us as children. We are children of King of Kings, no? Would we still live as how the world live? How different are our attitudes to life suffering (ongoing problems, sickness)? knowing that we are children of the God Almighty? knowing that He created us and will bear, carry and save us whatever we gone thru? He said a quote which I think very strong and I think this is the way it goes:
You call me teacher
but you never listen to me
You call me the Light
but you never see me
You call me the Way
but you did not follow me
You call me Lord
but you never serve me
Just don't be surprised
when I come again and
I said that I don't know you.
Wow. I was challenged. Just how have I reacted? have I reacted the same as the non-believer? have I reacted as If I have not known Jesus, the Savior? have I reacted as if I have not a loving Father in Heaven who care so much about me as to give His one and only Son to die for me?
God, just don't allow me to go through each day without knowing the significance of your love for me. Let me grow in that knowledge, until I am radically transformed in how I live my short tiny life you give me. Getting rid of the sins that so easily entangles...knowing well indeed that every ministry is an opportunity, it is a privilege! knowing well that all ministry is YOUR ministry. It does not need human worries and intelligence to work it out. YOU will work it out all problems and that my burden is light. YOU have absolutely all power all resources required to accomplish your purpose on this earth. And if YOU so choose not to eradicate/rule out problems, it is entirely at YOUR command and we should not never worry or feel guilty, thinking that we are not successful.
Also, just want to say to Ita, thank you because I just felt encouraged after talking to you today. We didn't really sit down and talk, it is just the usual chats. But, I just feel encouraged from my little upset this morning. Thanks ya.
Work
It is a little difficult to be grateful about my work these days. I do not look forward going to the office tomorrow. Big day. Just afraid that my work won't be appreciated. Anyhow, I want to make a list that I can be thankful for:
East Coast Park
First thing first, my feet is sore. We walked and walked along the east coast, it was nice and relaxing but it was a little stressful as we know not the way to go. I how I figure out that memory is still good. Had a nice seafood dishes for tea (tea in kiwi means dinner, not an actual cup of tea). Black pepper crab, shellfish (we had two kinds which I am not too sure what is it in english). Poor mama. But she did enjoy the scenery. Oh btw, something really funny. I was happy walking and enjoying the beach until I step unto something...ewww it's dog poo... (nginjek tahi anjing - red). Anyway, poo will not ruin our afternoon. But, mama mistakenly went into gentlemen toilet to wash her hands and we were LOL-ing together. We say...Oopssseey. haha.
Church
I actually felt rather stink today going to church. Not having a good sleep last night, thinking about something and feeling a little sorry for myself...I was quite tearful during the worship. Then, come listening to the message. The sermon was about keeping the holiness of God's name. You know...all the while I felt I had already know the topic and finding it rather difficult to concentrate. Come to the end of the message, the preacher talked about how...just HOW then should we live knowing that God has adopted us as children. We are children of King of Kings, no? Would we still live as how the world live? How different are our attitudes to life suffering (ongoing problems, sickness)? knowing that we are children of the God Almighty? knowing that He created us and will bear, carry and save us whatever we gone thru? He said a quote which I think very strong and I think this is the way it goes:
You call me teacher
but you never listen to me
You call me the Light
but you never see me
You call me the Way
but you did not follow me
You call me Lord
but you never serve me
Just don't be surprised
when I come again and
I said that I don't know you.
Wow. I was challenged. Just how have I reacted? have I reacted the same as the non-believer? have I reacted as If I have not known Jesus, the Savior? have I reacted as if I have not a loving Father in Heaven who care so much about me as to give His one and only Son to die for me?
God, just don't allow me to go through each day without knowing the significance of your love for me. Let me grow in that knowledge, until I am radically transformed in how I live my short tiny life you give me. Getting rid of the sins that so easily entangles...knowing well indeed that every ministry is an opportunity, it is a privilege! knowing well that all ministry is YOUR ministry. It does not need human worries and intelligence to work it out. YOU will work it out all problems and that my burden is light. YOU have absolutely all power all resources required to accomplish your purpose on this earth. And if YOU so choose not to eradicate/rule out problems, it is entirely at YOUR command and we should not never worry or feel guilty, thinking that we are not successful.
Also, just want to say to Ita, thank you because I just felt encouraged after talking to you today. We didn't really sit down and talk, it is just the usual chats. But, I just feel encouraged from my little upset this morning. Thanks ya.
Work
It is a little difficult to be grateful about my work these days. I do not look forward going to the office tomorrow. Big day. Just afraid that my work won't be appreciated. Anyhow, I want to make a list that I can be thankful for:
- Thank you God for A (my lady boss), took me home on friday and brought me right opposite to esplanade when I was really tired.
- Thank you God for N (logistics staff), she is very nice, always go lunch with me.
- Thank you Godfor my working hours, it is far better than a lot of people.
- Thank you God for giving me a job and PR in this time of recession
- Thank you God for bringing mama here
- Thank you God for this marketing job, I am just a beginner yet I foresee to learn many things from this job. Uncertainties really are quite scary. But, Lord I leave it to your Mighty Hands.