19 February 2011

It's been a while

It has been dear friend! Hope you are all fine. I was reading my previous e-mails and they were filled with much complaints and unhappiness. The first month of my work, I shared with you how much I hate it. Last 8 days ago I tendered my resignation letter. Yeap, final. I am happy about it.

People said as you grow older, you will realize a lot of things, a lot of your mistakes. I think that's true. Frankly, I had been far away from the Lord. Only by His grace that I was allowed to see a bit more of Him. I gasped and said wow...you have been so kind Lord. I rebuilt again my daily walk with Him. Really, there is no substitute to your daily devotional time with Him. Just with Him and expect Him to speak and He will.

I had been proud, selfish, unforgiving, unyielding much to my shame. There are a lot of people out there that are more qualified than me. But, Thank God, His grace is sufficient to me. We will not cease growing in Him until we see Him face to face. Thank God that He has sent His Son to us, really really thank God!

God, I just want to meet you daily. I want to trust you completely and never allow any sense of failure to hold me back again! For you have gently and lovingly asked me to rise and get going. Leave the past behind. I want to obey You, I want this little light of mine to shine, I want to fulfill my purpose here, I want to live for You. my little request. Thank you, Lord!